Everything was fine..
Until you called using her number.
Thoughts ran wild.
But I stop myself from thinking about it.
I simply can't..
I saw you with her,my heart just stop.
My mind was never away from that.
It's been playing repeatedly.
I still can't stop that.
And then I saw you,it started playing again.
All I want was the truth.
Eventhough it hurts.
I need answers to my questions.
Why can't we be like how we used to.
Why must it change.
My feelings were true.
I swear i've never stop loving you.
We don't talk much.
It's as though we're strangers now.
*sigh*
I want to hug you and not let go.
I miss you alot. I really really do.
"I know when she's been on your mind. That distant look is in your eyes. I thought with time you'd realize,it's over. It's not the way I choose to live. And something somewhere's got to give. A share in this relationship,gets older. You know i'd fight for you but how can I fight someone who isn't even there. I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you,I don't care if that's not fair.
There are times it seems to me,i'm sharing you with memories. I feel it in my heart but I dont show it. And then there's times you look at me,as though i'm all that you can see. Those times I don't believe it's right,i know it. Don't make me promises,Baby you never did know how to keep them well. I've had the rest of you,now I want the best of you. It's time to show and tell.
Cause I want it all,or nothing at all."
There's more to this.
But I won't continue.
Remember the time when I said I wanted to sing you a song?
This was it.
And you've got it yesterday.
It's only one thing i'm asking for.
And it's the truth about everything.
Please tell me.
*Who made you cry many times?