This poem,brings such Memories. How I wish I could turn back time. Know You way more better. Then none of these would have happen. I've gotta admit,I do Miss You sometimes. Those calls when You can't go to sleep. Those nights when I'm alone and You were there teman-ing Me. The times when You'll text Me asking if I'm ok or not when they told You that I am and I'm really am but You still insist. The times when You Always Cheered Me up when I'm feeling really down. Those times when You were there giving Me hopes not to Give Up. How I wish those times wouldn't End. How I wish that You'll still be here as a Friend.

The thought of actually doing something on this Special Day to make You feel that You're actually a part of My Life,didn't seem to be happening. When I thought that it could actually change things to something better,it just couldn't happen. I don't think it'll happen once again.

Let's talk about yesterday,shall I.

Apart from those YAHs that happened yesterday and continued YAHs-ing till the end,it was MAGNIFICENT.

Wanna know why? Because I get to perform with those Lovely Bunch of people that never fails to make Me Laugh My Ass in,in Band. ;D

Hopefully it won't be the last performance with Them,because just being back together it's like the Bestest feeling in the world. Somemore when it's Our time back then with To The Summit. It was just Incredible. That all won't ever be forgotten. And not forgetting those Kaki Gereks Seniors of Mine. They are just the Best yaw. No other Seniors can beat the Bestest Attitude They have. ;D

Loving Them Long Time.

I Love Emma's Camera! And Her of cause,Duhh!!! Haha!

And I wanna thanked all those who came to Support Us. You guys were Awesome. Thanks Alot5! We really aprreciate it. And thanks for Shouting Our names. Haha!

Aisyah,Aryani,Haeqal,Izzati,Natasha,Noraini and Shy!

THANKS ALOT YAW!!!!

Thanks to Sueker for Your Ipod. HAHA

Suekishly Cool.

Yesterday was just Memorable.

Pictures will be up soon enough. It's in many people's cameras. ;D

!Sek K Mek!

Loving It

Go listen to Trashed and Scattered !. It's Specially for You. Be Proud. ;D

Don't try and know Me

I Miss Bon Jovi and I Love Mr Brad Pitt

How bout that?

Oh and,I have a crush on Steven George Gerrard

Believe it. Baby's all "watwatwat"

But Wayne Rooney will be the Forever one.

Today was Cool. Had a chat with one ambulance Guy. I swear He's Friendly. Haha! Talk about alot of stuffs. Cheh. But too bad He came few minutes before I'm going back home. If only He came earlier,it would not be that boring. Like watching the tv from 4pm-8.30pm. Like so boring without doing anything. Yah.

And also thanks to Baby teman-ing me. As in like texting me Indonesianism. LOL!

CowokKu Ganteng Banget Sihh! Cowok Lu?

Sing JABLAI for Me. The Whole song.

And call Nazno and ur Kak Ifah and all. Then We can be Happy Together. ;D

BUT,Obsession HAVE to be there. LOL! Then it's reallyHappy Together. LoLoL

And Zahrano. Haha!

That'll be Cool kan. Hahaha!

And I'm angered with Genduti Abrasser for making Me 'Emotional' earlier. Yah! And giving Me a bag which says SDWAWA. O.O

And the picture is so Damn Scary. Like seriously.

Will be meeting Fareha again tomorrow morning,NOT for Macdonald at Bedok again but yah. And with Nini,maybe? Hah! Since she like feeling Princess bangun lambat. Lol! So yah.

IDK what to write.

So long and Goodbye

(I SWEAR WEBCAM-ING WITH NORAINI BTE SUFKE IS DAMN IRITATING LIKE SOOOOO DAMN IRITATING BECAUSE SHE'S JUST MAKING YOU FEEL SO MACAM NAK REMBAT DIER NYE TYPE GITU AND LIKE YAH. I KNOW SHE'LL BE READING DATS Y I WROTE THIS. HAHA! Then like yah,chat ngn dier pon macam damn sakit hati ah kan. Mane nye stepping sia. Buat orang angered je. Alamak! Syabil Cute. Yay!

Noraini Bte Sufke,besok jam 9.30 pagi ye. Takmo lambat,kene sebat/rembat. Confirm tak bedek.

Attention all readers,Don't Webcam with Noraini because she ..... at it. HAHAHA!) Joking

Chill ah sister. Then right,she angry. Bye.

This is a Gentle Reminder for Me to update My blog,if not Rina will come running after Me. Macam dah lame tak nampak dier online,skali tadi dier on. Fuuh apelagi,start ar merepek kite. Haha! And yah,she with her memperbodohkan orang nye game. Tak abes2. Ahahaha! Ingat balek yo. Nanti share. Wawawa!

I'm tired,but I'll still wait. ;D

And I've been doing quizes on Facebook since I'm Bored. And I'm born to be a Mime. o.o

How Cool is that?

I miss My old computer. Those songs inside. FuuuYoooo! Geerek abes.

So yeah,met Cousin just now before meeting Belo. And yes I miss Him alot. Haha! So yah,We brought Him to school where Fareha went in and I sat with Him for awhile and then We headed to the 293 bus-stop when He ran and left me alone with ..... when He saw the bus. Freak.

Then off we walk to park and met Haeqal,Danial and Thob. Then Haeqal join Us to shop for baju&seluar at TM and CS. I Miss going out with Him! Haha! And then He had to go off whereas Me and Belo headed to Bugis. Walk there like till Nini came and then We headed back to TM where I bought my seluar. Haha! And then headed back home with Fadhlo when the Belos when to BBT. Then yah.

I'm free tomorrow. Haha! And I Miss MBP,but yah. Soon. ;D

!Loving Him Forever&Always!

I'm sorry to Cherie. I suddenly forget how to spell your name. I mean not forget ar,I know actually,but yah. Haha! I still confidently can ask Ain whether if I put the 2 there people understand not. HAHA! And Ain waslike laughing all the way. Why the hell did I spell your name with double E? LOL

And Ain says tht I'm not Important. I'm so Sadded in Band just now.

Yeah and that's My Masterpiece when the Band was busily playing on stage and when Ain and Hafiz was doing idk on stage with Them. Heh! I'm Cool backstage chillaxing on the table drawing this. Haha! And that table backstage is full of names. As in our names only ar. So yah. Hah!
That's My Juniors(so iritating nak mampos tadi). Not Syir-Ah. Haha! Sorie eh,saje2 je trying out name. Lol. Sedih eh crite percussionist gini je tinggal. Sadded and Upsetded.
Oh oh,and I Miss Sek K Mek's kekekness,merepekness and all the unnecessaryness. And the time when We were sort of eavesdropping on other people nye conversations. Haha! I mean,dorg dah bebual mcm kuat,so yah,dgr je la kan. Then yah,nanti jumpe pat Starbucks ok. LOL!

And this is what happen when We're all alone backstage. Haha!!! There's one more missing person tho. Lol. But nvm. This two days of Band is like Gewek. Laugh here Laugh there. I swear can't stop if You're sitting/standing etc near to Hafiz. Hahaha!

Sek K Mek officially has a Signature Handshake! ;D

That's how He is when He's in Jesper's car. I swear it's even more Giler-ed than this. Wawawa! And We're like Mad People in His car. Singing Elevator like o.o

But still,I'm Sadded. I'll Miss today.

Yeah! Being in a snowy place is like the Awesomest time in My Life. And I Miss Xavier ALOT.

And maybe waiting for the end of this year is like a LONG wait till They come here. So I guess I have to go there? LOL! Tapi not the badded idea eh. Hahaha! Ade free ticket mah. 3 lagi. Fuuuuh! Leh gi 3 tempat. Baekkkkkk ah!!!! Anyone interested in joining Me? Lol.

I don't think so. Yeah!

And Friday will be meeting Loves! ;D

HappinessLyTatic

YOU'RE SOOO DAMN BAD TO FORGET MY BIRTHDAY!! LIKE WTH????!!!

DATE PON LUPE PE GAL. ALAMAK! GI BALI AH SANE.

WADEVA EHHH!!!

PFeeling superstar! ;D

Aku sayang kau. hahaha

Yeah,that's the movie I've been talking about. It won't be shown in the theater,it's Live. So if You wanna watch it,You have to be somewhere near Him. Hah!

And today,He's Hyper in a way. LoL! Imagine laughing until your tummy hurts from 9am till around 2pm. And I swear it's FUN. With His non-stop jokes. And Bells Kedular(wth?). Yah! Hahahaha! And Rina's stupid game. I swear it's stupid,Trust ME!! Clarinet people are just so OMG! Lol! Chill eh. Yah! And with a touch of Hafiz's yahh... It became so yahh.

Sorry ar,i just don't have the words in my mind. Cause I'm chatting with Rina. Understand eh people. ;D

But whatever it is,being with Them are the Best.

Seriously,being with all these BandFreaks makes me Hype Up. And they're just Great people to be with whenever and wherever. Of Cause not forgetting My Baby,Thunder and all. But they're busy,so I'm Bandits-ing now. ;D

My Heart will Forever&Always be with 'MBP'. The Love of My Life. And I've confessed it with all my heart to Baby. She knows it. Haha.

Oh Yes! And I swear I Hate Mr Tong today! Fancy Hitting the Chimes like Freaking Hard/Nobody's Business I tell You! I MEAN REALLY FREAKING HARD!!!! Wahhhhhhhhhhh! Darah Up Giler Babs sia tgk dier buat gitu!!! Nasib baik dier conductor,kalau tak dah kene jerit siol!

TODAY WAS GREAT!!!

Have I told You that I Love Band?

Haha!

I DO! WITH ALL MY HEART!!

Wanna know why?

Because I'm Wawai!!!

~Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

K Wai stop.

But seriously,

TODAY WAS AWESOME SHITS TO THE IZZO. ;D

I wanna post a shoutout to All the people in Singapore who's coming for the Band Fiesta on the 28th March 2009.

Please bring a sweater because most probably You will be cold due to the air-conS in the SCH(Singapore Conference Hall!!! not SCHOOL).

And due to some inside stuffs,Please do bring some Bouquet of Flowers for Me. ;D

Cheh macam paham. Lol.

Neh I'm just joking. But please bring some fo US. LOL! =)

K i wanna go,but before that,let me say something for one last time.

TODAY WAS GEREEEEEK

bye

p.s:Rina Giler. Beware

AI Band just now was so confusing. Haha! They always play songs that I've NEVER in My Life heard of. But I only know two songs. Which is Enchanted and JPopHits. I swear when we were playing Enchanted for the second time it was x.x

And yeah,Din was exceptionally Belo/Sot/Giler/etc today. Haha!! The conductor was like asking the percussion to make a helicopter sound. Of all eh. Helicopter. Imagine.

Then Din was like making this sound which goes "kocokkocokkocok" all the way. HAHA! Freak rite. Then laugh3 with Ibrahim. Haa! And yah,they really dislike .... so much. Lol.

And Hafiz Saxaphone is the Kaki Gerek+Laughale Dude. Haha!!! Padahal dah senior. And He's Hafiz Clarinet nye cousin. How bout that. Wooooh! Hahaha!

Yeah,and I met a new friend,Malek. ;D

Tapi,ni lah boring nye same band ngn budak2 Bedoks and West. -_-

This new Windows Live Messenger is cool. Haha!

And yeah,I've been chatting with Muhaimin this past few days. Lol! And I oh-so Miss this old school friend of mine. The one who selalu main basikal with Me when We were in our primary school days. Haha! And like years I've never talk/see/everything else to Him,last week I saw Him in facebook la sehhh. Hahahahaha. And yeah,Woooooo! And Nini is angry. Lol. Cause He don't wanna layan Her but Me. ;D

And dier terpikat to someone. Lol. Funny shit I tell you.

So,I've asked Haeqal,Fareha and Rina to finish up my Project Heart by the end of this month. Lol. Ok wait,no,by 30th March to be exact. And I have to buy for Rina Choki-Choki.? HAHA!

Speaking of Rina,I swear talking to Her is like the Most Fun Shits thing I can do if I'm sad/bored/and whatnots. Chatting with Her can make Me laugh non-stop action man. Lucky there's Her. Hahahaha!! Lets Chat again Belooooo!!!!!

Imma Queen of Belo,She's the Princess. But she's more Giler-er than Me. Haha!

Thanks for making Me laugh Freak!!

Lucky the selling of the tickets is like dah tkde lagi. Pheww! Kesian to Fareha yang kene marah by Farhana and the rest when She's actually right. Haha! Chill eh Budak. ;D

There's band tomorrow.

x.x

Just now was...

o.o

This is Fareha's daddy favourite tea.

Yah,and Fareha was like just giving me the cover but not the tea.

x.x

Di Bawah Langit Biru Aku Bersumpah

DiriKu TanpaMu Apa Ertinya Cinta
That's the VERY5 Late Girl since that day we went swimming.

There's no joy without the pain. It's the pain that makes us strong. But sometimes,it's just so hard to carry one. When You said that You don't care. When You say that You'll be there. Well,I wonder just how did things go so wrong. With everything We've had,oh please tell Me. And You know it's just so sad. But who's to blame? So who were You?

I thought I knew. I guess I was mistaken. But I only wanted You. So say Goodbye. Don't tell Me why. I guess I was mistaken. I know I can't run to You again 'cause You would only run away. I guess there's nothing I can do to make You stay.

You said that You would Never leave. A Lie You told and I believe.

And now You want to go and throw this all away. So what is happening here? Oh please tell Me. It's exactly as I feared. You're just the same.

And as I blame Myself again,wondering what I did. You tell Me that You still might care for Me. You say You're just confused. But that's really No Excuse. You don't get sympathy 'cause I don't need this mindtrip,I Must be Myself. Must free Myself from You. And all You put Me through 'cause I only wanted You.

I shouldn't dwell on yesterday.

Instead, I shall look forward.

With a smile on my face,I shall do it!

화이팅!

Damn much. I just can't upload the pictures. Freak sia. Haiyah!

Well nevermind. Look at it soon yeah. It's 'Mr Brad Pitt's' pictures. Haha!

So yeah,saturday's prac was ohkayy...

And Hafiz's playing the mallets now. WooHooo! Haha! And since He's loving it,I'm cool with the crash,temple blocks and whatever else I'm playing. Haha! I swear the temple blocks was Coool. So for the peeps who are coming,I'm sure You guys will be Extremely Delighted by Us! ;D

Confirm tak bedek nye. Wokay.

And I'm really terribly sorry to Asyraf for not making it to AI's band prac. Sorry yea dude.

And I'm so having Fun with the Lpks. Hehe. With My Dude and all. I swear it was Awesome-Tastics!!

Then I met Dodo/My Only Thunder!! Woooooo! I swear it was o.o

Hehe! The chocolate cake was YUMYUMYUM DELICIOSO. The gules2 was Sweets. Ohky yah.

Our story was as Gewek as ever. Duh. Like yah,from people become ants? Ohkay?!? Hah!

Soon again wokay BoomBoom! ~Weeeeeeee

I can't wait for the next weekends. Yessa!!!

Sunday will be going to Sentosa. Cousin's friend birthday celebration. Yah,like I don't know anyone there. But who cares,my cousinLoves will be going and so am I. Make new friends ar kan. Apelagi. PY babe! WoooHoo!

AndAndAnd,I'll be getting something on that day! Yessa!

BabyBoo,I'll give it to You!!!! Hehe!

K bye.

Pictures soon k. And thre's a new movie coming out,Scream 10!

Hafiz is the main actor. So yeah,Must Watch! HAH

Nothing's what it seems
I'll stand around and fight,but there's no point tonight
Been chained to this machine..
Trashed and Scattered again,I'm feeling so low
You waste Your breath while fucking with Me,My blood is so cold
My destination always unknown,I'll find My way there
But GodDamn imposter are You out of Your mind?
I walk down these roads alone,and now You're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards You are perfectly clear
I control this ride
My devils appetite is tonight,and now I'm alright
But You GodDamn motherfuckers always wasting My time.

They're the band I'll be In Love with Now&Forever. ;D
Mine's Zacky V. Zati's Synyster G.
And I swear I could watch live in LBC over and over and over and etc again. ;D

And also other stuffs that are rlated to Them.

That's Shyda Didoduda
That's Fareha Fahmi
That's just a part of our photo takings. ;D
ENJOY

Sexy Smaxy Me